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It’s very hard to describe what being pill free feels like, but it just feels so REAL.I think it’s the type of thing where you don’t notice until you’re off it how much it clouded your personality, it’s like a fog has been lifted and I now feel so much more normal and calm. I’ve never been scared of flying, but in recent years I’ve had really annoying physical symptoms of anxiety whenever I’ve flown…to the point where I’ve had to self-medicate or really concentrate to not let it escalate into a panic attack.She also added a quote, "You can’t always wait for the perfect time.Sometimes, you have to dare to do it because life is too short to wonder what could have been.", and things recently took a romantic turn."They are dating exclusively," the source added."It happened fast." The insider said that Lauren returned to Los Angeles following her breakup from Ben, she and Devin hung out as friends and then it turned into something more. News he wanted to take "huge steps in either getting married or having a really good idea of when we're getting married."Shortly after their sudden split, the Colorado-based reality star stopped by with an honest update on his personal life."This isn't the happiest time of my life, but Lauren and I both agreed you just got to continue to move forward. When asked who would be the first to move on, Ben said, "I'm not anywhere close to that and I don't think she is either.One of the most marked things I noticed when coming off the pill was how much my appetite reduced, but because of ingrained habits I didn’t really eat any less which is presumably why I haven’t lost weight.
I’d say they’re much more manageable actually, more of a “take two paracetamol and they’ll go away” headache rather than a “put me in a dark room and if all else fails behead me” type headache.I’ve always had quite painful boobs (as in wear a bra to bed and want to cry if I accidentally touch one) but now it feels more cyclical rather than a desperately awful constant.I still have days where I feel like I am carrying around 10 kilograms of poisoned lead which has been cursed by an Ancient Egyptian God of Pain, but I also have days where they don’t hurt at all. SKIN My skin did look a bit dull and grey for a while but it’s hard to tell if that’s just because my honeymoon/Grenada tan had disappeared and the real pale me was revealed or if it was hormonal.I would get properly bleak and depressed during the few days before my pill break, to the point where I knew I had to step back and not trust the decisions I made on those days because they’d usually be coming from a pretty depressed mindset.Over the past few years I was starting to get very physical anxiety symptoms at certain points during my pill regulated cycle.